Saturn changes, time to resolve childhood issues

Continued from my earlier post which you can read here : I am not a Superhuman, just a little evolved

July 2013 Saturn position changed and brought many upheavals in my life. My negotiations started to change in last discussion stages, got me hospitalised, so many financial shocks and what not! :-). Its like knowing the bull will hit you, you are expecting and anticipating the hit, but until you are hit you do not know how bad is it.

So this is what actually happened, I was quite upset on Saturday not sure of what's next and to relax myself I did some painting. Here's my creation :

Its still under progress as you can see. When I shared the same with my dear friend, who was not able to control himself to criticize it and inspite of me trying to act not react things became sour. So on Sunday I evening after my classes I went to Hyderabad lake- Hussain Sagar, had some "Me" time, updated on Facebook "Cherishing bhutta and drizzle at Hussain Sagar, alone and not missing anyone".

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Now how is that related to falling sick and getting hospitalised? I missed mentioning "Ice- cream". My parents were pretty protective about me having street food and ice-creams during rains, and I thought I am single independent upset women I can do what I want and have ice cream. Violla - woke up the next day ( Monday 8th July ) with high fever, sore throat and back pain. Immediately took out my self medication weapons to fight it, hot water with salt gargles, Vitamin C and long sleep which got converted to deep sleep. No I was not in trance, I couldn't get up from the bed due to weakness. I endured it for another day and Tuesday evening went to the hospital with a friend and crashed.

Now, what patterns were to break and what Saturn was trying to teach me by choking my favourite "Throat Chakra" ? Doctors were shocked to see "Acute Tonsillitis" at my age!! ( Lets blame the ice cream )

As mentioned July 2013 is all about resolving childhood issues and I have a bad sleep-awake cycle, which I proudly announce as being "nocturnal", that just the way I am. I can easily stay awake the whole night, and that is what I have done past 1 month. I love the silence at night, the noise of the fan, sound of the ticking clock, and the howling of the street dog; perfect setup to study. But unfortunately it doesn't sync with Nature and I have to change it.

When I read Sarah Varcas also saying the same, I was assured of what was happening was for good. See what she says http://astro-awakenings.co.uk/july-2013-astro-energy-overview

Change willingly than wait for a Saturn's whip to change you! Look into your life and notice any such similar experiences this month. Do share with us and check if you need any remedies to resolve them.

I am not a Superhuman just a little evolved

Whenever anything bad happens in my family everyone starts questioning and pestering my Mom " Did you see this coming?" Did you know this would be so bad?". Recently when I was suffering from high fever, dehydration, throat infection and taken in for hospitalization my mom was so tensed. When I spoke to her I said Saturn changed on 8th July  and its here to break some more patterns, high fever is better than something severe, and my mom smiled ( I could see that over the phone too :p ) and signed.

Recently my roommate mentioned that whenever she tells her friend that I am a Tarot Reader, excited and inquisitive they start asking about my behaviour, how powerful I am or how different I am" . To which she replies " she is as normal as us"

I loved a comment by one of her friend - "Lucky man, her life is so easy she can foresee things and plan everything accordingly" ! Is it?? Yes, we do foresee and sense things beforehand which can help to plan things but if you start doing that always then wouldn't your life be more calculative? Where would be the fun? Fun is in getting surprised by the life and embracing it. And the Power is the strength of doing that continuously.

I do not have super powers, the power I do have is the understanding and acceptance of The Super Power and how it is omnipresent and available to all of us to harness. The belief in the will power and how we all can manifest our desires and create our life. This is what I believe in and this is what I try to share with everybody.

One more thing when I knew Saturn changes effect can be severe on my health and chances to spend money on medicines is most likely, I got myself admitted, had a nice stay at the hospital on the expense of insurance ;-)

Watch out for my next post where I share the nasty details of what exactly happened and how hospitals can help you heal even when you are surrounded by gazillions bacterias and sad faces!

Angel Therapy

Erik Berglund is an internationally renowned Artist and Healer and for me he is a living Angel. If you do not believe me visit his website and check out yourself. http://www.erikberglund.com/

I happen to speak to him during one of the phone sessions and his voice is amazing. He can actually very accurately help you the root cause of your issue and suggest affirmations and number chanting for Angel Healing.

I followed his advice and was doing Angel Healing for myself. I thought I should do for my mom too as she was not keeping well. On Full Moon Night , lit some candles, I kept her picture in front of me, drew some Reiki symbols and healing numbers on her pictures, played some soothing Angel voice music I found on web, burnt some aromatic candles and starting praying to Archangels to heal her.

Intuitively I felt I should use my Angel Cards for healing and I took my cards, shuffled them and pick out the number of cards I felt I should. I believed the cards which I get are the kind of messages for my mother. I started praying to all the Archangels of the cards in my hand to give her respective healing. For example I got an Archangel Ariel card of Strength and prayed the Angels to give her strength.

Similarly I started doing for my brother, sisters and friends. Just thinking about them would take a number of cards. Whichever Angel Card comes, I ask those Archangels to heal them.

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Using Tarot to Compare

“Let's face it, there is always going to be somebody who is more beautiful,
more talented, stronger, more intelligent, or apparently happier than you are
And conversely, there will always be those who are less than you in all these ways.
The way to find out who you are is not by comparing yourself with others,
but by looking to see whether you are fulfilling your own potential in the best way you know how.”

As a human being we are constantly comparing and judging and in Tarot deck too, we have special cards that represent these two dominant thought processes of human being. It’s the way we are wired and the only way we can break free from it is getting present to it and Tarot helps you in that. When I do a card reading for myself and if these cards come, it’s like a flag to snap out. How can one compare a “Bamboo” and “Oak”?

Comparison between past and future, oneself with other or in any other form causes separation whereas everything in Universe is connected. But choice gives you power to choose and be free! Even after knowing it its so easy to start judging and comparing.

That’s why one of my first questions when I do a reading is to get the person’s state of mind. Besides telling what is running in the person’s mind is also helps me to ensure that Tarot are aligned for the reading.

And I must tell you, it’s amazing to know what’s actually running you!